I Am So Very Scared!!!

from Text Me When You Get Back by Combat

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I’m getting tired of these conniptions
I need a refill of my prescriptions
Im running out of ammunition, a steady dose of my new diction
No I don’t want Pepsi instead oh no id rather lay in bed
Stare at the books I haven’t read while my brain drowns me with dread
Oh now I know that I look lazy well I guess I have been lately
Trust me baby that’s not it, see my lack of motivation will drive you crazy
I wish that I was still a kid but I know that trope has been outdid
But ive felt 30 since I was 15 and by 18 ill be 50
Gonna watch all the Malcolm replays and I won’t eat until next Tuesday
Makes me feel better about myself but I know its just to me and not nobody else
But my self image hasn’t been clearer since I stopped looking in the mirror
Don’t know why I still have that fear, haven’t thrown up in the last 3 years
And when I fell of the top of that building didn’t ever think it’d end so quickly
I felt my consciousness leave my body as I felt myself plummet to the front of the lobby
And it felt just like the movies just a little less glamorous and a lot more moody
Everybody just walked by quickly, nobody had the time to call an EMT
And I felt my skin melt to the ground as it mixed and mingled with the concrete
And my hair turned into shark teeth that would chomp at anybody walking past me
And my hands turned into coal and my teeth turned into gold
And my feet started to grow mold all while I watched from above as a ghost
While I was writing this song my ear started bleeding
so I cleaned it up and I sat repeating
Im so glad that im alive cus im so scared of what happens when I die

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from Text Me When You Get Back, released March 18, 2022
Rhythm Guitar/Vox: Holden Wolf (He/They)
Lead Guitar/Backup Vox: Maxwell Slavich (He/Him)
Bass Guitar/Backup Vox: Josh Bell (He/They)
Drums: Jason "Geezus" Kendall (He/Him)
Engineering: Don Zientara (He/Him)
Mastering: Jennifer Watson (She/Her)

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